Tired of having to apologize for myself
Posted: Thu Apr 07, 2022 9:59 am
No matter how many self help and organisational books and blogs I read I still spend my life trailing behind everyone else in the world untidy, unorganised and forgetting important things.
I feel like I always have to apologise for not showing up at the right times or having all the things I need or being slower to do or find things. and because there doesn't seem to be any clear visible reason for it people think i'm lazy or Don't care or am being mean. I can't get on top of my own life for any length of time and i'm so sick of having to constantly apologise.
No questions or anything, just needed to rant (After the latest apology).](./images/smilies/eusa_wall.gif "Brick wall")
I feel like I always have to apologise for not showing up at the right times or having all the things I need or being slower to do or find things. and because there doesn't seem to be any clear visible reason for it people think i'm lazy or Don't care or am being mean. I can't get on top of my own life for any length of time and i'm so sick of having to constantly apologise.
No questions or anything, just needed to rant (After the latest apology).