Conversation I would like to have

[Jen]

I think I thought that been assessed would make my problems go away but it hasn't. Althogh I do understand what they are now. Last couple of weeks have been difficult, I have been down, very emoisional, taken things the wrong and have been forgetful and clumsy. These are the times are identy as me been a bad person that I hate .

I think most of my syptoms when get like this are ADD related, dyspraxia is also worse and I don't cosentrate on communication as much as I should. Because my verbal processing skills are poor I have to really concentrate hard on what people say to me but when I get tried, depressed, don't eat proberly I don't.

I feeling more posative now I trying to forgive myself for been like this and know i have to concentrate and look after myself.

Thanks for reading this odd post guys, just wish I could explain this to friends but not sure how to.

Thanks

[sanabituranima]

Hugs. Maybe you could print it out and show them.

[indigo doll]

diagnosis is a mixed bag because all of a sudden you know why you do certain things and are a certain way (relief), but now you have to deal with the fact that, as far as lots of other people see it, and maybe yourself, there is something formally "wrong" with you (stress).

self esteem is such a big problem with dyspraxia and can be more directly affecting that the clumsiness/ other symptoms.

it's tough, and i really feel for you. stay positive, jen.