*Zoom* to today. Arrive at 7.45am
1. I can't remember the building number ( I keep thinking 27 or 29 but it was 24 )
2. I go to all the buildings looking for lists and find my name on the list in the room I would have been in without the computer. Now 8.15am.
*panic*
3. Go up to ask examiners for help and they have no record of me moving to another room. I can't remember the name of the examiner that emailed me on the previous Friday. They then attempt to find the room with me. 8.35am
4. 8.45am. Room is found and the examiner in that room has no record of me moving to that room. They let me stay in there anyway.
So instead of getting the usual 30mins to go over notes before I enter the exam ( seems to really help ) I get nothing at all. Plus the shock of what had happened had seemed to kill my memory: I couldn't remember very basic things and was incredibly slow in the entire exam. Plus I didn't know the notation to reference things over to the normal exam paper from the computer ( I guessed ).
Overall, this has probably cost me a pass. Which means I either fail and leave university or I have to be suspended until I can sit the exam again ( JUNE ). It is probably the former because they might argue in the examination review meeting "well she got a computer and she failed still so we're not going to allow her to do it again".
I was exempt from my first year's set of exams because I had significant personal problems and medical problems. So I resat the year. I then spent most of this year in a quasi-depressive state doing very little, so then failed the June ones. This is my last chance really: I don't think resitting again is possible lol.
I think fate/life is trying to tell me to stop university.