poem dyspraxia

[mary666]

Living with Dyspraxia , please understand me?
Please someone understand me
I am a person who is lost
Who is it that you see
And if so at what cost.

I am clever you see
And most don’t care less
As long as they belittle me
And think I always say yes.

The only time that matters
Is when I see those I love?
And that’s what keeps my life from tatters
And the ones who look from above.

I have a kind heart and has been stamped on for many years,
Always being talk down to
Reducing me to tears.
Looking at me as to think I am dull and thick
I have a specific learning problem you see.
And through life it’s not what I would pick.

I want to achieve a lot you know
But struggle day by day
The more I get frustrated
Is why I get so low?

I have such bad memory losing everything day by day?
Even my mind and memory and Jesus do I pay,
I struggle even writing
And remembering what to put
But every time, I struggle studying
I always end up in a rut.

I am getting older now and realising what is what
I am getting wiser now and realising what I have got,
I am a nice person you see
And for people that don’t know,
I am a person you see,
And I sometimes will say no

[morgank82]

I have tons of memories
of thinking I was trapped in two worlds
reaching out just to be in only one
its an everyday every second chore
they ask me what is your purpose or your goal
I tell them I'm not only one
But wish I can pass a day on to u in my shoes
torn and full of holes
but still can serve the purpose of walking many twisted miles more
I'm a 33 year old
but mind got forced to be 66
over thinking overload
I'm far from simple
but complax
my nerves swell in my head at times
it hurts sharp pain to my eye sight
to much processing To be on a level on idependent fine
but I can't stop although I get a kink or sore in my nerves
cuz I have to be fully functional and observe so I push my self
Just to let people not to use the slow word.
s arrow came when I was young
deppression slowly one
I'm grateful I can cope or function and my body is OK
but I'm so tired
exzusted
I have so much knowledge to give and say
but my tongue won't spit them out
the proper way
anxiety overwhelming comes out to play.
no peace in my mind
Just trapped in two worlds
that repeats in a circle
instead of a straight line
So if u thinking my symptoms don't hurt me
cuz I do not a injury
I have so many of them
just in my nerves that u can't see.
and in a secret place where I keep.

[Tom fod]

Hi Morgan

Welcome to our community. I hope you find it helpful and supportive here

Thanks for posting your poem

[morgank82]

Sadness was part of me when i was young
Sadness took over eventually won
Half between world's where I stay
many twisted miles with this ball and chain

Sadness is the many mountains I climb
Sadness is the landslides that brought me down each time under blue skies
Many holes in shoes that are worn many miles more
It's in my blood and in my pours

So
Don't let me drift away
Cuz I'm right here
Your close I can ever get to freedom
So keep me near
I don't want to give up on u
I don't want to give up on u

Sadness is a the hell in side my cage
Sadness is calm heaven That I can never embrace
I don't know what it's like to be free
But I'm OK don't cover me empethy
many miles more with this ball and chain

sadness is the deppression I embrace from this pill
Sadness is when I leech out in dyprexic rage
Waking up every day bases brings pain .
climbing mountains with this ball and chain .

So

Don't let me drift away
Cuz I'm right here
Your as close I can ever get to freedom
So keep me near
I don't want to give up on you
I don't want to give up on you

[morgank82]

We met for a reason
Thank you for showing up
Your my peace of heaven

Today
You just walked away
I did not ask why
want can I say
I was so far away
And I just watched
You
Ohh for u the moon and stars I would chase
Even if it means heaven will cast me out from its embrace
I tell my self it's going to be okay
But in the end of it all
I'm losing u
Hey
dear
Are u awake
Yes I'm right here
An can I ask u about today
U seemed far away
And in my heart I wish you would've stayed
But what can I say
Tonight
Watched u close your water down eyes
As u slip away
And I watched u
I laid my head down
For I was loosing my beloved

[morgank82]

Hi Morgan

Welcome to our community. I hope you find it helpful and supportive here

Thanks for posting your poem

Thanks, I have so many poems I wrote over the years . Um this site is awesome , I never had a support group that del with dyspraxia before in the past and in now, for I live in Canada bc where they have simular disorder help support groups but not the same in the long run.