Low self confidence and the angel and the devil.

[ScarlettDarKrYDER]

Hey everyone I'm new to this site but I have had dyspraxia all my life I was wondering if anyone else gets the angel and devil on their shoulder like the cartoons where it feels like they are bickering saying it's a good relationship that you are in but you are always trying to sabotage your relationship by thinking negative thoughts? I'm wondering if this is normal for most dyspraxic people when in relationships to go through this? I've found it always happens in my relationships and I have been cheated on in the past which doesn't help any with my low self confidence but I hate putting it on someone else as it's not their fault that, that stuff happened in the past to me and I don't want them to go from me or go with someone else just because of this problem and if you can give me advice to not think like this I would be very grateful and thank you.

[RGabb]

Hi

As I don't often get a girlfriend and haven't had one for a long while, I wouldn't know how it feels, but I have a similar thing but in just everyday sort of life or a bout certain things, I think about positively then negativity comes in and messes up what I was thinking and tries to make me think differntly and sometimes I get this weird though but its hard to describe because its like blank thought but I can think of it and I have to forget about it otherwise its with me for a while and so annoying, best stop talking about it now.