Dyspraxic Adults

Hi i guess i been having negative thoughts and such since aged 14, 23 Now and last year was the worse year for me been heavy having thoughts of suicide. Wondering if anyone else has this? i seen some facts off a site that people suffer from anxiety / depression quickly by dyspraxia wondering if ...

Yes people assume i'm lazy too but when i try do things i can't do them in the right way which makes me embarrsed and makes me more self-low self esteem so i try my best to avoid doing things